May 27, 2006 16:01
I REAAALLLLYYYY want to get out of my house tonight!!! UGH! I need to get out before I go insane seriously... I was hoping to go to the movies with Nathan... but... I dunno if he will or not... He says if not tonight then wednesday... then if not wednesday - then when? I wish I had a car... I would go ride around for a little bit at least.. My little neice is over until probably 10 because my sister went to go play her stupid bonco game... GRR! She always pawns her kids off with us but she hardly ever takes Stacy for a night! Stacy and my neice together are enough to make me want to check myself in somewhere... People make me mad! I'm just about fed up with everyone... I might just call it quits lock myself in my room and never come out. My stupid work sent me home early yesterday and I only got one hour in... That is a total of like 13 hours for one week! I really need the hours... She could have sent someone else home who had worked more hours that day. I seriously need a new job... I am supposed to work 20 hours next week.. We will see how that goes... If I don't start getting some descent hours I will have to start looking or new work. My mom needs my help with some bills and with the pittly squat I'm making AND the terrible hours I am not doing much good. I'm starting to feel just as worthless as I did before I had a job...
*Sigh*
I need a hug....