horrible
im so upset ..
im still waiting for the call i have been for oh maybe 5 hours almost ... just like i waited all day yesterday and all last night and the night before .. wtf ... i really wonder what is going on .. the 2 minutes we talked earlier 7 hours ago was not so wonderful.. so that sums up the horrible day i had and makes it so much worse. i was soo tired at work today and yesterday it was so messed up ..i almsot fell headfirst onto the ground out of my chair yesterday .. today i was whining and kicking my feet on the ground bc i was so pissed that i couldnt stay awake ..i had ot go into the bathroom 4 times otday durring work to wet my face with cold water thinking it would help .. it did for about 2 minutes. I remember one of the times i went into the bathroom i locked the door and wished i could just lay on the gorund and sleep .. but i would have been in alot of trouble lol.. so yah i stoood against the wall and rested my head on it and i think i fell asleep for like 2 minutes ..that was really weird . i hate work on the weekends ! my weekends are screwed .. i cant do anything . tomorrow should be fine tho .. only 5 hours and only till noon . awesome . i hope tomorrow is better than the past 2 days . I want to hang out with people i haven't hung out with in a long time . i need friends , i need something to do . im sick of wakign up at 6 or 5 in the am for work ..going ot work .. commign home and sitting online napping then wakign up eating and sitting online all night .. it friggin sucks bad . i feel like i have no life . i feel like i have nothing . will it get worse or better ? oh man .. i can only pray.
Tiff
im still waiting for the call i have been for oh maybe 5 hours almost ... just like i waited all day yesterday and all last night and the night before .. wtf ... i really wonder what is going on .. the 2 minutes we talked earlier 7 hours ago was not so wonderful.. so that sums up the horrible day i had and makes it so much worse. i was soo tired at work today and yesterday it was so messed up ..i almsot fell headfirst onto the ground out of my chair yesterday .. today i was whining and kicking my feet on the ground bc i was so pissed that i couldnt stay awake ..i had ot go into the bathroom 4 times otday durring work to wet my face with cold water thinking it would help .. it did for about 2 minutes. I remember one of the times i went into the bathroom i locked the door and wished i could just lay on the gorund and sleep .. but i would have been in alot of trouble lol.. so yah i stoood against the wall and rested my head on it and i think i fell asleep for like 2 minutes ..that was really weird . i hate work on the weekends ! my weekends are screwed .. i cant do anything . tomorrow should be fine tho .. only 5 hours and only till noon . awesome . i hope tomorrow is better than the past 2 days . I want to hang out with people i haven't hung out with in a long time . i need friends , i need something to do . im sick of wakign up at 6 or 5 in the am for work ..going ot work .. commign home and sitting online napping then wakign up eating and sitting online all night .. it friggin sucks bad . i feel like i have no life . i feel like i have nothing . will it get worse or better ? oh man .. i can only pray.
Tiff