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[aprettytragedy]

so my time in louisiana seeing casey was absolutely wonderful and amazing in every way .. i couldnt believe i coudl see him again and hug him and kiss him .. i was so in the moment at all times constantly.. the experience has changed me i feel like it will be okay and i know that soon i will be there again for good :O) and that makes me so happy <3 the plane thing was crazy i went from j-ville to memphis .. i had a 2 hour layover there so i was walkin around the airport well i wound up missing my flight so i flipped out and broke down .. i was so upset and disapointed scared too ... ive never went anywhere by myself.. and i was stuck there i cried and i could barely get a breath in i had my mind set on seeing casey in less that 2 hours.. that hurt so bad to all the sudden go from extremly excited and happy to upset and stranded .. they booked me the first flight to louisiana in the morning at 8:30 so i walked around till like 11 then went to a hotel .. tried to use the phone to let everyone know i was safe but couldnt find a phone so i waled over to the resturant/night club thing that was about 20 feet from the hotel .. i walk in and see that everyone in the joint was black .. i felt liek an outcastbc i was lol .. it was so weird i felt uncomfortable and wayyyy outta place i go to sleep at like 1:30 in the morning and wake up at 7 to catch my flight i made it ! i got off the plane in louisiana as i was walking from the plane to the inside of the airport i was soo nervous i had butterflies bc i knew i would see casey again after all this long time he wasnt there yet bc my plane got in a little early .. i go into the bathroom and tug at my hair to fix it a little.. i walk out and call my gramma quick then rite as we hang up i see casey come through the door he looked so diff i barely recognized him but once he was walking closer towards me i was so nervous i hid behind this pillar thingy it was so funny he grabbed me and we had the tightest best hug we have ever had my face hurt from smiling so strong and long hahha i cant describe in words how i felt inside at this moment and all the moment after .. we did so much while i was there it felt liek we went everywhere and i met everyone .. it was so awesome i had such a great time it was the best time i ever had..thanks to my love <3 .. hehe to kiss him again is a whole other story that i cant even get into bc ill probably be at loss for words.. i love him more than anythign and being with him again was indescribable ...

i have work tomorrow at 6 in the am .. ahhhhhhhh
i must go to sleep now
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