FOAM PARTY IN HEAVEN

[appleskittles]

so i went to 2 bars last night. At first i was at Heaven around 9 where i met a chick named Adrienne, she then took me to another bar called the diaquri where we listened to live music for awhile. I met a few of her friend's (Brian and Wakee) who all go to texas tech. Around 11:30 we went back to heaven and i didn't have to pay to get back in

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So..

[rnbwbby]

I would just like to ask you for a little advice..Becky and I was together for a year and a half..I loved her more than anything and I still do..I would give anything to have her back in my arms again..I know that I didn't do things right and alot of people don't realize that till it is to late..And I am one of those people I guess..So can you tell me how to get over her and not want to be with her anymore because it kills me inside not to have her by my side..I honestly thought that she was the one for me and she always thought the same thing..And I can't seem to get her out of my head..I would love to just be friends with her and hang out with her but I can't bring myself to do it because I can't imagine seeing someone else kissing her or anything else..By the way thanx for the info about her and Abbey holding hands I was never told that part I was just told that you was messing around with some other girl right in front of her and that is why you guys broke up or whatever..I don't know so just write me back or whatever when you get

Re: So..

[starrpixies]

this is drama

Re: So..

[rnbwbby]

well first of all i don't know how this is drama..i never even knew about the holding hands thing until i talked to felisity..i honestly don't care..no one knows what really went on between becky and i and no one ever will..yeah she might have told everyone whatever..but there is always to sides and usually both are off so..i just want to make it clear that i don't care about that i don't care about anything that happened in the past..the whole thing with candi is shit..that is all it is..if i wanted to be with candi so damn bad then i would be with her now..and i ain't..candi was a very big part of my life and something that i couldn't just let go..i loved becky more then anything and her and i talked about it..she always told me that it was ok and if she would have came to me then i would have made a decision that is just something that i was always afraid of having to do..but i would have done it..she always told me that she understood but no one else could..but that wasn't there problem..now i look back and i know that i would

it's true

[appleskittles]

you know it's really true no one knows what happened with yours and becky's relationship just like no one knows what happened between abby and i. Things just happen and we move on.. It looks like you have already found yourself someone as well.. good for you. everyone deserves someone that can make them happy.

Re: it's true

[rnbwbby]

it is not that i have found someone it is that i know that i will be with someone that i love very much..and just like that person has told me time and time again that there possibly is a future only time will tell..and i believe that..i am glad you see my side as far as no one knowing the real story..

Re: it's true

[appleskittles]

well it's great to beable to be with someone you love.. did you use to date them? or how do you know them? sorry if i'm digging too deep.

No

[rnbwbby]

well yes i have dated them if you want to say that..i have known them for a long time..no you aren't digging to deep it is ok..

Re: No

[appleskittles]

i didn't want to seem too nosey.. perhaps this person can help you get over becky.

Re: No

[rnbwbby]

no you aren't and i would tell you if you was i have learned to be very open especially when i start talking to someone about something..i don't think that person can help me get over becky..

try and stay positive

[appleskittles]

you never know this person might be better than becky.. you just have to give them a chance, you know.. try and look on the bright side of things.. you'll get over her, it might take some time but eventually you'll move on and perhaps be even happier

Re: try and stay positive

[rnbwbby]

ok one question what if that person is becky?

Re: try and stay positive

[appleskittles]

does she want to get back with you?

Re: try and stay positive

[rnbwbby]

she says that she is happy with abbey but she does think about me alot and that she does miss me..she does tell me that there possibly is a future only time will tell..that is why it is hard for me to let go but i know that isn't the only reason..but she has never came out and said that..she tells me that she is happy also..so i don't know i would have liked to keep this between you and i but i don't think that is going to happen because i know other people are going to read this..

Re: try and stay positive

[appleskittles]

well i wouldn't wait for anyone. if she is happy with abby, then that's great.. if in a few years they break up, then okay.. but you shouldn't have to wait on her to figure things out... live your life.

Re: try and stay positive

[rnbwbby]

that is what i am trying to do i am going through alot right now not only with becky but with some other things..by the way i hope you are having a great time in texas..and have a great time tonight if you go out..meet lots of hot girls for us both

Re: try and stay positive

[appleskittles]

i haven't quite descided if i want to go out tonight.. i m going out tomorrow for sure.. the thing is i'm still in my pj's and i'm not sure if i'm motivated enough to get around... but i will defintiely look for hot cics for the both of us.. if i go out i might leave around midnight, since the bars here stay open until 4