FOAM PARTY IN HEAVEN

[appleskittles]

so i went to 2 bars last night. At first i was at Heaven around 9 where i met a chick named Adrienne, she then took me to another bar called the diaquri where we listened to live music for awhile. I met a few of her friend's (Brian and Wakee) who all go to texas tech. Around 11:30 we went back to heaven and i didn't have to pay to get back in

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Re: So..

[rnbwbby]

well first of all i don't know how this is drama..i never even knew about the holding hands thing until i talked to felisity..i honestly don't care..no one knows what really went on between becky and i and no one ever will..yeah she might have told everyone whatever..but there is always to sides and usually both are off so..i just want to make it clear that i don't care about that i don't care about anything that happened in the past..the whole thing with candi is shit..that is all it is..if i wanted to be with candi so damn bad then i would be with her now..and i ain't..candi was a very big part of my life and something that i couldn't just let go..i loved becky more then anything and her and i talked about it..she always told me that it was ok and if she would have came to me then i would have made a decision that is just something that i was always afraid of having to do..but i would have done it..she always told me that she understood but no one else could..but that wasn't there problem..now i look back and i know that i would have done alot of things different even with the candi situation..also with becky and i in general..i never once cheated on becky and it never went through my head..i loved her too much to do something like that to hurt her..although i know now that i was already hurting her..i would have never cheated on her i don't care who it was with..but like i said no one knows the whole story of what went on in mine and beckys relationship besides us..we are the only ones that know the whole story..i am glad that her and abbey are together and that they are happy..i seen that coming before we ever broke up..i want her to be happy that is all i want..i do still have alot of feelings and love for her..i would never come between them though because i know how that feels because it happened to me..i didn't run to candy everytime something happened or that is where i would be right now..but thanks..i know that i will find that special someone i already know who that is..only time will tell what may come along in our lives and we have no choice but to take it as it comes..i am really glad to hear that you are happy though..i knew that you would find someone that could give you everything that you wanted just like i told you at pride..i hope that everything works out for you..thanks for the words of advice or whatever they was

it's true

[appleskittles]

you know it's really true no one knows what happened with yours and becky's relationship just like no one knows what happened between abby and i. Things just happen and we move on.. It looks like you have already found yourself someone as well.. good for you. everyone deserves someone that can make them happy.

Re: it's true

[rnbwbby]

it is not that i have found someone it is that i know that i will be with someone that i love very much..and just like that person has told me time and time again that there possibly is a future only time will tell..and i believe that..i am glad you see my side as far as no one knowing the real story..

Re: it's true

[appleskittles]

well it's great to beable to be with someone you love.. did you use to date them? or how do you know them? sorry if i'm digging too deep.

No

[rnbwbby]

well yes i have dated them if you want to say that..i have known them for a long time..no you aren't digging to deep it is ok..

Re: No

[appleskittles]

i didn't want to seem too nosey.. perhaps this person can help you get over becky.

Re: No

[rnbwbby]

no you aren't and i would tell you if you was i have learned to be very open especially when i start talking to someone about something..i don't think that person can help me get over becky..

try and stay positive

[appleskittles]

you never know this person might be better than becky.. you just have to give them a chance, you know.. try and look on the bright side of things.. you'll get over her, it might take some time but eventually you'll move on and perhaps be even happier

Re: try and stay positive

[rnbwbby]

ok one question what if that person is becky?

Re: try and stay positive

[appleskittles]

does she want to get back with you?

Re: try and stay positive

[rnbwbby]

she says that she is happy with abbey but she does think about me alot and that she does miss me..she does tell me that there possibly is a future only time will tell..that is why it is hard for me to let go but i know that isn't the only reason..but she has never came out and said that..she tells me that she is happy also..so i don't know i would have liked to keep this between you and i but i don't think that is going to happen because i know other people are going to read this..

Re: try and stay positive

[appleskittles]

well i wouldn't wait for anyone. if she is happy with abby, then that's great.. if in a few years they break up, then okay.. but you shouldn't have to wait on her to figure things out... live your life.

Re: try and stay positive

[rnbwbby]

that is what i am trying to do i am going through alot right now not only with becky but with some other things..by the way i hope you are having a great time in texas..and have a great time tonight if you go out..meet lots of hot girls for us both

Re: try and stay positive

[appleskittles]

i haven't quite descided if i want to go out tonight.. i m going out tomorrow for sure.. the thing is i'm still in my pj's and i'm not sure if i'm motivated enough to get around... but i will defintiely look for hot cics for the both of us.. if i go out i might leave around midnight, since the bars here stay open until 4

Re: try and stay positive

[rnbwbby]

that is cool i think that is what i need is to just get away from everything and have a good time with someone and clear my head..it is cool the bars stay open til 4..when do you turn 21

OCTOBER 14

[appleskittles]

october 14th of this year i will turn 21! thank goodness