thoughts on life and bodies...

[appleraven]

So, what is up with fit men being interested in me. Lately, two men, who I consider to be exceptionally fit, have expressed that they find me attractive. Now, I am not saying that I don't think I'm cute. I do. Not to be vain, but I think everyone should think themselves attractive. However, I'm not gonna lie. I am definitely one of those people with a little more to love. I've always been a little curvy...a little soft, and lately, a lot of REALLY fit men are expressing appreciation for my looks. For example, my former personal trainer, who has competed in Mr. Universe competitions, approached me at the gym, and basically asked if he could call me, while kissing me on the neck. If that's not interest, I don't know what is.

I don't get it. As a friend of mine recently pointed out, fit people are usually attracted to other fit people. Now, don't get me wrong, I am very attracted to both of the people who have expressed appreciation for my form. I just also find it a bit unnerving to think of the many things I would like to improve when compared to the attractive male forms I am presented with. :) Especially my trainer...he has seen all my icky, lazy workout behavior and even measured my body fat percentage when I started with him. How can you feel sexy when stuck with that thought!

Anyway, this is an odd entry. Just thoughts that crossed my mind this weekend.