Annoyed
Sometimes I really don't get girls who have boyfriends. Okay not ALL of them but those who would ditch their friends when they are preoccupied with their boyfriends & when he is not around,she comes bugging you with sms-es or trying to make plans to go out.
WTF man,I really hate being those friends who are supposedly their back up plan if they have nothing to do. I seriously cannot remember being like them when I had a boyfriend. It annoys the shit outta me because you can sense their intention of trying to contact you is solely because they have nothing else better to do. *rant rant rant rant rant*
Come to think of it,maybe I did come across as someone who uses other people as a back up plan when I have nothing else to do. But not as awful as them,mine are mild cases & I did not cling on to my boyfriends for dear life when we were together. Okay everyone is not perfect & thou shalt not hate manipulators. Pfft.
Nolah cannot I seriously loathe them to death !!! Call me over sensitive. But this friend of mine who recently found this new guy in her life never ever chat with me on MSN anymore. Nope. Never ever. Unless she needs to find out about something or she has to pass a message or what. Compared to the time when she was just having a fling (my opinion) but now she totally portrayed herself as the type of friend who gives priority to the guy rather than anything in her life. Maybe I'm wrong,but that is what I see. C'mon la sms-ing like 24/7 & minimum 1 hour phone call every day???
Do I have issues? What is wrong with people having a good time with their boyfriends?
I dunno how to explain this feeling but sometimes I wish I wasn't such a coward & just tell this straight to their face about what is bothering me. I'm not being sour just because I'm single. I want my friends to understand the fact that I'm here for them if they need me but please make an effort to maintain our friendship & not only during your down times. I've had enough of this stupid issue. Maybe I shouldn't wear a mask anymore & just treat them coldly whenever they try to talk to me WHEN THE GUY IS NOT AROUND TO ENTERTAIN THEM.
Sometimes I miss the feeling of being loved by a special someone,it is very therapeutic when you can share your feelings,joy,sorrow with the one you love. 5 months ago,I held on to this belief. But I feel so exhausted after being engulfed by numerous false hopes & visions. Singledom habituated me to independence.
WTF man,I really hate being those friends who are supposedly their back up plan if they have nothing to do. I seriously cannot remember being like them when I had a boyfriend. It annoys the shit outta me because you can sense their intention of trying to contact you is solely because they have nothing else better to do. *rant rant rant rant rant*
Come to think of it,maybe I did come across as someone who uses other people as a back up plan when I have nothing else to do. But not as awful as them,mine are mild cases & I did not cling on to my boyfriends for dear life when we were together. Okay everyone is not perfect & thou shalt not hate manipulators. Pfft.
Nolah cannot I seriously loathe them to death !!! Call me over sensitive. But this friend of mine who recently found this new guy in her life never ever chat with me on MSN anymore. Nope. Never ever. Unless she needs to find out about something or she has to pass a message or what. Compared to the time when she was just having a fling (my opinion) but now she totally portrayed herself as the type of friend who gives priority to the guy rather than anything in her life. Maybe I'm wrong,but that is what I see. C'mon la sms-ing like 24/7 & minimum 1 hour phone call every day???
Do I have issues? What is wrong with people having a good time with their boyfriends?
I dunno how to explain this feeling but sometimes I wish I wasn't such a coward & just tell this straight to their face about what is bothering me. I'm not being sour just because I'm single. I want my friends to understand the fact that I'm here for them if they need me but please make an effort to maintain our friendship & not only during your down times. I've had enough of this stupid issue. Maybe I shouldn't wear a mask anymore & just treat them coldly whenever they try to talk to me WHEN THE GUY IS NOT AROUND TO ENTERTAIN THEM.
Sometimes I miss the feeling of being loved by a special someone,it is very therapeutic when you can share your feelings,joy,sorrow with the one you love. 5 months ago,I held on to this belief. But I feel so exhausted after being engulfed by numerous false hopes & visions. Singledom habituated me to independence.