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I was happily surprised by how I feel being back in London. Seeing all my friend together again made me realise why we have been friends all this time. So many of the girls I have met in Portsmouth have been so fucking high maintenance it makes me want to scream! Are girls seriously like that? How the fuck does anyone put up with them? Me and my girlfriends are friends because we aren't just made up of all that artificial bullshit... and I suppose, therefore, misfits. It's why we don't work a lot of the time too - we are very different people set in our own ways - but at the end of the day we respect each other for our differences and that's the most important thing. I haven't felt so happy to know them for a very long time - years in fact.
But I am also happy that I am away, as it forces me to realise the things I've lost, and what is worth keeping. It doesn't feel like home anymore here.
Very worried about money. Christmas shopping today really did me in. Spending this months rent on essentials. Oh dear.
But I am also happy that I am away, as it forces me to realise the things I've lost, and what is worth keeping. It doesn't feel like home anymore here.
Very worried about money. Christmas shopping today really did me in. Spending this months rent on essentials. Oh dear.