To The One That I Do and Shall Forever Love...
My Dearest Love,
I have decided that you are the reason that I wake every morning. Every night after I leave your house, and I go back to my place; while I'm there, away from you, I realize that I can't get you to leave me alone; you consume every part of my utter existence... You are like the plague to me when I am asleep and dreaming- you are like smoke in a room as I dream [ for you fill every moment of them with your presence and love]... For when I dream; I dream of you and I, and you somemore; and nothing else until I wake.
You are my joy and my pain, my happiness and my sorrow, my peace and my chaos, my truth and my lies, my freedom and my captivity, my love and my hatred, my comfort and my fear, my life and my death, my motivation and my discouragement, my inspiration and my turmoil, my control and my insanity, my day and my night, my rain and my fire, my beginning and my end, myheart and my soul, my mind and my body, my sight and my blindness, my all and my nothing, my time and my moment, you are my everything Babe, you are my remidy and my illness, my consistency and my variations; because of you I am at peace and content:for that I am forever indebted to you, however, I have the intent to repay you for that debt that I owe to you, by giving you one of the two things that is most important to me[ something that has been broken and trampled into the mud on numerous occasions]... I give you what is left of my heart in it's entirity; from this moment I do surrender myself to you completely. Take my battered and mutilated heart and nurture it and repair the damage that has been done to it in the past. Rebuild and care for it as our love grows stronger each new day. Be cautious with your discisions with it though, for it is fragile and meek. With that, I close this letter to you, but know this and remember that-
I Love You Babe,
And I truly believe that we will make it through,
I will forever remain yours,
Apostle
I have decided that you are the reason that I wake every morning. Every night after I leave your house, and I go back to my place; while I'm there, away from you, I realize that I can't get you to leave me alone; you consume every part of my utter existence... You are like the plague to me when I am asleep and dreaming- you are like smoke in a room as I dream [ for you fill every moment of them with your presence and love]... For when I dream; I dream of you and I, and you somemore; and nothing else until I wake.
You are my joy and my pain, my happiness and my sorrow, my peace and my chaos, my truth and my lies, my freedom and my captivity, my love and my hatred, my comfort and my fear, my life and my death, my motivation and my discouragement, my inspiration and my turmoil, my control and my insanity, my day and my night, my rain and my fire, my beginning and my end, myheart and my soul, my mind and my body, my sight and my blindness, my all and my nothing, my time and my moment, you are my everything Babe, you are my remidy and my illness, my consistency and my variations; because of you I am at peace and content:for that I am forever indebted to you, however, I have the intent to repay you for that debt that I owe to you, by giving you one of the two things that is most important to me[ something that has been broken and trampled into the mud on numerous occasions]... I give you what is left of my heart in it's entirity; from this moment I do surrender myself to you completely. Take my battered and mutilated heart and nurture it and repair the damage that has been done to it in the past. Rebuild and care for it as our love grows stronger each new day. Be cautious with your discisions with it though, for it is fragile and meek. With that, I close this letter to you, but know this and remember that-
I Love You Babe,
And I truly believe that we will make it through,
I will forever remain yours,
Apostle