Hey Y'all
Hey y'all! I have been away from my LJ for quite some time until just recently;"I mean that there was a period in time when my log in 411 was forgotten and I was unable to get to my LJ to leave my entries and stuff, and it is unfortunate to say that [for those of you who enjoyed seeing and reading my entries... Y'all have missed out on alot of very nice pieces of poetry, art and "off-set" writing passages] since the last entry that was entered before "the period of nothing written", I have written wonderful articles, poems, and improved with my artistic abilities in all aspects of the talent that I have: but the unfortunate side of that was that I have either misplaced them, or they have been taken from me against my will[ some by force, and others just by Carmic Judgement for my personal past actions]. Alot has happened to me since I left San Diego as well. For those of you who may not know... I left SD and travelled to Santa Barbara, Ca. Then I went to Las Vegas, Nv- Then to San Bernardino, Ca in hopes of returning to Santa Barbara, but instead of going west I left San Bernardino after spending a month there, and headed east to Indio, Ca/Palm Springs, Ca [which is where I have been since 09/05/06.] I now look back on my time spent away from my street family and those that I do still love and care for in both San Diego, and Santa Barbara, and realize that even though it does hurt to be away from y'all, I do believe that based on my experiences and mistakes/successes since I've been away; I believe that I have changed for the better and one day if Carma permits me, I shall return for a while; for those are my intentions, and my motivation to overcome my current obstacles is fueled by the memories that I have of y'all in those areas. I know that some of y'all were angry at me when I left Santa Barbara and went to Vegas, cause I didn't say good bye, and some of y'all were disappionted when I left San Diego on such short notice[ if any notice at all], but know this; "My intentions at the time of the departure were not to make you have negative feelings and sad emotions, for I do love each and every one of y'all greatly, and it still hurts me inside my heart when I think back on the good times and great memories that we shared(April 20th., 05 in downtown SD and in Ocean Beach, Ca[ don't remember much of the day.] July 4th., 06 in Santa Barbara on the beach); I will never forget those times and I do now wish that I would have never left, but if I hadn't those memories would have probably never been made. And I wouldn't know what I know today: therefore I am grateful that I did leave, because I know now that I am stronger than before. Thanks Y'all for the memories and the experiences.
Apostle.
Apostle.