Jul 04, 2008 14:24
Wow, so...I was really fucking emo last night! For those of you who know me, I'm not usually anywhere near that emo. I'm proud of my academic accomplishments (even though law school has given me SOME doubts, I've come out very proud of my writing, at least), I'm proud of who I have become in terms of my personality, I'm proud of my ability to be a good friend and to help people through their crap. I know I do deserve love, friendship, and appreciation.
However, I am not entirely happy with my physical appearance, and when I see Michelle and Erica being so cute together while I am missing my roomie AND while I'm dancing around this dating game with B, it kind of sucks.
SO: I had my "wallow-fest" last night, slept for 14 hours (WIN) and am now ready to face the world with confidence and happiness again. I'm not going to obsess about this B thing, nor am I going to contact her until she contacts me--it's just not worth it, ya know?
So that's that. And I promise, I do have better self-esteem than it sounded like last night, LOL!
Now, back to NCIS...hahahahaha!
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