Oct 10, 2004 15:51
im creating this out of bordom and apathy and out of the fact that paul isnt online. but thats ok.
somebody needs to come to rocky horror with me (runs til november 13th). you'll have fun cuz ill be there, i promise. i wish more guys were secure enough with their masculinity to put on a corset and fishnets.
i dunno, i need more sexy clothes cuz i feel like shit when i look in the mirror. jack helped, he bought me some hott underwear. kinda strange that he bought it for me instead of my boyfriend but the point is that i have underwear:) and he's so great. he really is. paul is. cuz i can actually talk to him. like actual conversation, with an actual guy. i forgot how hard it is to stop at kissing though.
i talked to sam for the first time in like a year. i dont think people miss me the way i miss them. i miss everyone and everything all the time...