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today was a nice day.
i dont know what my problem is.
school was alright, as good as the end of senior year can be.
stayed after for an hour and hid all those stupid little
"cartes" for Mme for her french 1 treasure hunt tomorrow becasue she cant do them herself (cause shes madddd preg)
then i drove shannon home and ran in to brian and maxx on the road, so we went to the boys LAX game together and it was such a beautiful day. some other ppl showed up, and we all just sat there and watched the game. it was nice. i wish i could have enjoyed it more.
still dont have a prom date. wtf.
yesterday was a fucking slap in the face. "WE DONT WANT YOU HERE WE DONT CARE ABOUT YOU AS MUCH AS WE DO OTHER PEOPLE JUST GO!" is all i heard. but they didnt say a thing.
i feel like i'm being abandoned again. that is my core issue.
and now im fighting with my dad becasue at 8:30 i went downstairs and told him i dont like eating dinner this late. he freaked out and made me eat outside. he told me he didnt want me at his dinner table. so i ate outside by myself.
am i really not that important to anyone anymore?
"the footsteps that were next to me have gone their seperate ways..."
i dont know what my problem is.
school was alright, as good as the end of senior year can be.
stayed after for an hour and hid all those stupid little
"cartes" for Mme for her french 1 treasure hunt tomorrow becasue she cant do them herself (cause shes madddd preg)
then i drove shannon home and ran in to brian and maxx on the road, so we went to the boys LAX game together and it was such a beautiful day. some other ppl showed up, and we all just sat there and watched the game. it was nice. i wish i could have enjoyed it more.
still dont have a prom date. wtf.
yesterday was a fucking slap in the face. "WE DONT WANT YOU HERE WE DONT CARE ABOUT YOU AS MUCH AS WE DO OTHER PEOPLE JUST GO!" is all i heard. but they didnt say a thing.
i feel like i'm being abandoned again. that is my core issue.
and now im fighting with my dad becasue at 8:30 i went downstairs and told him i dont like eating dinner this late. he freaked out and made me eat outside. he told me he didnt want me at his dinner table. so i ate outside by myself.
am i really not that important to anyone anymore?
"the footsteps that were next to me have gone their seperate ways..."