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Wow i thought it being May and all it would solve all my problems, but it kinda just made everything worse. Convinced he doesnt care as much as he used to. the other ones too. they're here, i know it. they just havnt called. watch their excuse be "work". i bet you 20 bucks.
i presented in enviro sci today. no more sturgeon project! it was 35 minuts tho, i feel kind of bad...it was only supposed to be 20!
I've been thinking a lot latley that I should fuck URI, transfer to NYC after a semester and start a whole new life because I am so done with this one. it kinda sucks. but i couldnt leave my mom and mo like that. but i find myself fantasizing about it more every day-the life i wanted when i was 15 years old and now that i can have it i don't want it anymore but it is still a nice fantasy...wtf why dont i jsut go and do it!!!!!!
staying here i know what is in store for me...but if i go away, i kind of have an idea, but i really dont at the same time.
i dont know what i want to do anymore! but i dont want to waste time so i force myself to try and think but i jsut dont know!
I've seen a vision of my life and I want to be delivered.
"I've seen enough now to know that beautiful things don't always stay that way..."
i presented in enviro sci today. no more sturgeon project! it was 35 minuts tho, i feel kind of bad...it was only supposed to be 20!
I've been thinking a lot latley that I should fuck URI, transfer to NYC after a semester and start a whole new life because I am so done with this one. it kinda sucks. but i couldnt leave my mom and mo like that. but i find myself fantasizing about it more every day-the life i wanted when i was 15 years old and now that i can have it i don't want it anymore but it is still a nice fantasy...wtf why dont i jsut go and do it!!!!!!
staying here i know what is in store for me...but if i go away, i kind of have an idea, but i really dont at the same time.
i dont know what i want to do anymore! but i dont want to waste time so i force myself to try and think but i jsut dont know!
I've seen a vision of my life and I want to be delivered.
"I've seen enough now to know that beautiful things don't always stay that way..."