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[apiphile]

well i have reached the stage in the story where i need validation in order to continue, which is a little like saying i've reached the stage in life where i've accepted that i'm a sack of pus. did i not just waffle about learning to not rely on validation from external sources and write only to please myself? ah yes, but that was for the future. this is for an anthology with rules.

quit everything and become a shark is looking exceptionally good right now. i'm not in work because i'm bleeding: clearly being in the ocean because i am bleeding is a better approach?