Ever have one of those mornings where you get so wound up by conjecture based on past arguments that you end up vomiting? Just me? Thought so. I wish there was some sort of off-switch for other people's remembered opinions so that I could get the fuck on with, IDK, servicing my Id with terrible fanfic or whatever, but unfortunately my morning commute consists of a choice between "become angry with what tiny snippets of LIES AND STUPIDITY I catch out of the corner of my eye in the newspapers" and "become angry with ALL WOMANKIND as an indirect result of reading about people in a book doing bumming". Neither of these are great.
Smash the system!
(Today's "internal argument that will not go away": whether or not I am "allowed" to like/dislike things based on reasons other than ethics, morals, and whatever nobility we're chasing this week, with a sidebar of "WELL WE NEVER SAID YOU WEREN'T ALLOWED" and the overpowering urge - as I always get in conversations where one party strongly implies something, backs me into a corner with it, and then denies ever having implied it - to just give up on being civil and punch them in the face until they stop having a face, which, when the other party is merely a memory, is even less feasible than punching the computer screen and hoping my fist will be transmitted to their face somehow).