Apr 24, 2006 18:10
Today I feel like a worthless tool. I'm so tired and so cynical all the time. Such a yucky way to be!
Rome needs to get here quick cause I need to just get the hell out of here. I should've just bought a one way ticket and then live like a travelin' American gypsy going from country to country while stealing cookies from children. It'd be so much better than living here in Mount Not-So Pleasant.
I don't know what's wrong with me these days...hope really is a lying bitch though. All hope in me has faded away.
God, I suck and I hate this whole "Heidi Hopeless" act I've been playing. At least next week will be the start of something new.