Again Today

[apexsensation]

The Bree crush situation is resolved. I needed to tell her, told her and got the reaction that I expected. And then she told me about her summer of hookups with awful guys, her French fling and her making out with a mutual friend who was in a relationship at the time. She played dumb about not knowing that, but it was the same reason she hadn't

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[apexsensation]

I agree that we definitely have things about ourselves to blame about our failed relationships, but it certainly isn't entirely our fault. Trying to find that balance of what we do wrong and correcting it will certainly help us in the future. For me, it's moving too slow and at times not feeling 'worthy' of whomever I date.

She says the religion factor isn't a big deal, but if we were to date and if things were to progress, I very highly doubt that I'd convert for her or anyone for that matter. My primary reason for not doing anything is the distance since I tried it once and realized that it wasn't for me.

I'm still so bothered that she questioned my sincerity and told her that. Like you said, we all have common denominators in our past and insincere guys seems to be one of hers.

Really, it's the most bizarre of rollercoasters, because she can take what I say the wrong way at the drop of a hat before disappearing for a day and then popping back in like nothing happened. Really, this moved way too far way too fast and only now am I realizing just how big that crush on me actually was. Flattering, yes but not at a pace I was ready for.