This is going to be a mess (dont have time...)
Not ashamed to say it... D-term is giving me a run for my money.
But at least I'm continuing to figure things, and myself, out. As I've stumbled out of my sort of local hole here and talked to more physics majors, I've learned that my GPA is really even less impressive than I thought. But it probably wont matter in the end because I'll get into grad school somewhere, and regardless I'm still going to be one of the best prepared for the things I want to do.
I'm deciphering the patterns of my procrastination. Besides this. The more I break down why I dont want to work or why I don't think I can solve some specific problem, the more I seem to overtake the limitation. I'm really not ashamed to admit that this is also the first term I've ever experimented with using Adderall to medicate my ADD. I was never quite sure if I agreed with my diagnosis over the years, but I guess its probably correct. Actually, I can definitely see why this drug is prescribed to people with this condition. It really is helpful, but still I'm really thankful that this wasn't shoved down my throat as a child.
I finally have a LaTeX package working on my computer. I'm really pumped about this, and it makes me reallllly want to do cool physics research even more because I know whatever equations I write are going to look completely awesome. The prospect of that cool something being Bose-Einstein condensate is seeming better by the minute...
But speaking of physics, I really honestly think I might know what this revolution everyone's been waiting for might entail.
Give it some time.
Now I have to go decide what music to play loud so I can spare my roomates' ears what they don't want to hear.
But at least I'm continuing to figure things, and myself, out. As I've stumbled out of my sort of local hole here and talked to more physics majors, I've learned that my GPA is really even less impressive than I thought. But it probably wont matter in the end because I'll get into grad school somewhere, and regardless I'm still going to be one of the best prepared for the things I want to do.
I'm deciphering the patterns of my procrastination. Besides this. The more I break down why I dont want to work or why I don't think I can solve some specific problem, the more I seem to overtake the limitation. I'm really not ashamed to admit that this is also the first term I've ever experimented with using Adderall to medicate my ADD. I was never quite sure if I agreed with my diagnosis over the years, but I guess its probably correct. Actually, I can definitely see why this drug is prescribed to people with this condition. It really is helpful, but still I'm really thankful that this wasn't shoved down my throat as a child.
I finally have a LaTeX package working on my computer. I'm really pumped about this, and it makes me reallllly want to do cool physics research even more because I know whatever equations I write are going to look completely awesome. The prospect of that cool something being Bose-Einstein condensate is seeming better by the minute...
But speaking of physics, I really honestly think I might know what this revolution everyone's been waiting for might entail.
Give it some time.
Now I have to go decide what music to play loud so I can spare my roomates' ears what they don't want to hear.