Nov 18, 2006 21:36
why does having good things have to turn into a strenuous task?
i know there are good things in my life.
but i keep thinking terrible thoughts.
the kind that make you nauseous.
but i have to keep telling myself, hold onto good things.
they wont always be there.
and maybe ill feel like dying when theyre gone.
still, i wish i never had any good things.