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its happening again, ill feel like i cant function. my palms are sweaty and my knees are throbbing and then theres that knot in my stomach that keeps pulling tighter and tigher. and my vision is fogged and my lungs feel weak, as if they could explode with every short and simple breath. and the tiredness that prevails over everything, from my head to my toes. its dizzying, physically and mentally, and i cant keep my mind in focus. not a single sense can grasp these surroundings, not under these circumstances. just a lifeless being in a vaccuous space. is that a real feeling? maybe its all in my head. maybe, maybe, maybe everything will ok. just think it harder. just shut your eyes tight and keep on thinking.