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it's strange how i only seem to find myself floating onto LJ when i don't feel like sharing with those on my other networking addict websites i use. it's pathetic really.
i don't know why i'm so upset. i think i jinxed things by saying "the honeymoon's over." i wasn't even talking about us, i was talking about san francisco weather and how it's only nice when people are visiting so you know you're living here (no longer visiting) once it finally lets you experience the harsh cruelty of foggy mist and misty fog.
odd. i actually really miss our terrible weather. i complain about how insane the fog can get, but haven't seen any of it in months. global warming is sure kicking up a storm of good weather, ain't it?
i don't like getting upset over nothing. i don't like being a nag. i don't like being a stay-at-home girlfriend. i don't like planning on plans. yet i still let it get to me and it drives me nuts. i'm upset but upset about being upset more than i am upset about anything else. why can't i actually be nonchalant and apathetic and genuinely not give a gorram goddamn about it?
i hate having a heart sometimes.
i don't know why i'm so upset. i think i jinxed things by saying "the honeymoon's over." i wasn't even talking about us, i was talking about san francisco weather and how it's only nice when people are visiting so you know you're living here (no longer visiting) once it finally lets you experience the harsh cruelty of foggy mist and misty fog.
odd. i actually really miss our terrible weather. i complain about how insane the fog can get, but haven't seen any of it in months. global warming is sure kicking up a storm of good weather, ain't it?
i don't like getting upset over nothing. i don't like being a nag. i don't like being a stay-at-home girlfriend. i don't like planning on plans. yet i still let it get to me and it drives me nuts. i'm upset but upset about being upset more than i am upset about anything else. why can't i actually be nonchalant and apathetic and genuinely not give a gorram goddamn about it?
i hate having a heart sometimes.