Weekends that always end
Why does the week drag on and on sometimes, and the weekend is gone, before you even open your eyes? Off work early on Saturday which was nice, stayed home and watched a movie with the hubby, "Napoleon Dynamite" It sucked. Usually when we get a bad movie, we just turn it off, but for some reason we watched the whole thing....well, mostly anyways, as usual, I fell asleep a couple of times, so I don't even know who won the school elections. Oh well. It would never be something that rocked my world or changed my outlook on anything, so it really doesn't matter. Sunday came and went, my bros 14th birthday. We got him an mp3 and CD walkman, and filled a disc with a Blink 182 CD and the whole Green Day Collection. At least he's got some taste in music. My parents need a vacation. I know that they do. No kids or anything. They are getting way too upset way to easily with the kids. I mean, sure, my bro should have been doing homework last nite, but, it was his birthday, and barring that, he was listening to music on his present. He could have been listening and working, but, please don't lose your cool. It really depresses me. And then the hubby wants to talk about it right after. Well, I don't. I feel shitty enough as it is and talking about it just makes it worse. Yes, a discussion needs to happen, but not right afterwards. I just don't feel like dealing with it. It really does come down to the fact that my parents and too tired and too old to be raising a 17, 14, 12 year old, plus the three of us that they have raised already. *sigh* It really does depress me. I wonder a lot what it would be like if I was the last kid, when the house would have been empty of children 6 years ago. Don't get me wrong, I love my siblings and everything, but you still gotta wonder. *sigh* Oh well, those were the cards dealt to us, and we gotta play them. Nothing else planned for the week, Bingo tonite, my bros actual birthday supper Tuesday, just the family I think, I kinda wish I had though earlier about a party of some sort, since my other little bro gets parties, but I fucked that one up. Maybe he wouldn't want one anyway. Then the roomie and I are watching the new vid I got, Foamy the Squirrel volume 2. I got volume 1 for xmas or my birthday. Go to illwillpress.com and hit toons, and you can see some of them there. They make me laugh. Dance on Thursday as usual and then nothing else planned. Exciting huh?
Over and Out.
Over and Out.