Jan 07, 2013 23:23
i'm feeling pretty good right now! someone has finally rose from the dead. LOL.
i'm thankful that he messaged me. at least i have an outlet now, to let my feelings flow, i mean. this past few days i felt exhausted, physically, mentally and emotionally, and i'll end up harming myself again, but now that he's alive *lol as if he's dead XD*, i think a part of my old self will be alive too! i am thankful for his presence. i love him. <3
so far, i didn't told him about my cuts, i don't want him to worry. maybe we can talk about it some time, ne?
i'm happy. i won't cut.