M,

Hey. When I heard the news I kinda freaked out. I mean, remember this day? That was just in August. Who wouldn't be surprised? But I just want you to know that I am genuinely happy for you. Congratulations and I really do wish you all the best.

J

The Wallflower's Angel on my Bike just came on in my music player, and this thought just randomly hit me in the middle of the work day. I remember the 17-year-old boy who used to think of me while listening to this song in his car, and then write me letters about it afterwards. That person is long gone. The guy I was just with a few days ago seemed ( Read more... )

I made a big life change this week, and surprisingly, I'm okay. It's been a long time coming anyway, and though I know that the pathway ahead is going to be hard, I actually feel better now than I have in ages ( Read more... )

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I recently found out that I get really neurotic when it comes to making CDs. I never tried before - I only burned things for myself just so I had backups of my files. I never made mix CDs for others before. Actually, I'm just too lazy ( Read more... )

I was sitting in a cold hospital room the other night, staring at my laptop screen with a mind about to burst, wishing the damn place had wifi so I can get some blogging catharsis. For some reason, I can't type journal entries when I'm offline or when I don't have my paper journal with me. It doesn't feel real. I wrote a few lines into my cellphone ( Read more... )

Oh great, now this song comes on at the most inopportune moment? The disappointment on both sides - though in different ways - is suffocating. This is what we get for all the things we always leave unsaid. I don't deserve this. You don't deserve that. What happens now? I have no idea. Maybe you do. We've made a complete mess of things, haven't we? ( Read more... )

The other night, the ex and I were texting because we couldn't sleep. We do that once in a while. He asked me what the last movie we saw was. I could not remember. He told me it was Killing Me Softly back in 2002 or 2003, when we last dated/saw each other/got confused. And I still could not remember. How come he does? I had to look it up and watch ( Read more... )

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i don't know why, but i've been missing my friends a lot lately. i was lucky to have met great people when i was in my freshman year in college, 1997. some of us still see each other from time to time, while some have lost touch. i don't think i will ever forget any of them though. they made that year so perfect.


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