upsetness

[aoineko]

So I am upset. It has become obvious to me that I have to quit my job at the end of this month. I don't want to ... I love my job, but I am going to London for a good chunk of May and then I am moving to Atlanta. I don't know how to deal with it. I don't want another job. I want to work there.
I cried about that yesterday. Is that stupid? To cry about missing a job?
I doubt anyone will care for long about me after I'm gone.
I just have to leave Athens. I'm suffocating.
I'm so confused.
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