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I'm just wanting to to write something...
Lately I've been feeling a little empty. Maybe it's because I without any perspective for myself.
I mean, I want to do a superior course, but I don't know really why I'll do it. My excuse is that in the future I'll have my brand of make up, but we know how hard is to make it real. Anyway I don't know if I'm doing it for me or for the others don't see me as a stupid person who just do manual work.
Well, would be really nice to have my own brand =D I would call it "essence"! And Andrej Pejic would be my poster boy! I'm just obsessed for him!
These days I knew that one friend of mine was deeply depressed. She is now in the age of decide witch profession she's gonna take. And her parents wanted her to choose medicine... And everybody who knows her a little bit knows that it just don't fit/match her. And I know how frustrating is to not be able to make their dream true, even more to her, who was always the best in everything; in piano, in japanese class, in ballet, in tap dance, in english, at regular school, taiko... I really understand her. It's really sad.
I hope she can get better soon.
Backing to Andrej Pejic... My tumblr is just filled by him... ^^ He's just perfect, too bad that I'm almost sure he's gay... I, sometimes, get confused... Why the fuck I have this attraction for feminine men??? Am I a weird kind of lesbian? But I don't think women attractive. I really prefer men's body. But with a delicate face...
I love Adam's apple protruding, visible veins on wrists and arms, big hands and foots, well defined jaw... However I also like thin waist guys - the skinny ones, I like them to wear make up, long haired, smooth skin - hairless... I don't know...
I'm just glad that in Japan and Korea there is a lot of guys like this!
Lately I've been feeling a little empty. Maybe it's because I without any perspective for myself.
I mean, I want to do a superior course, but I don't know really why I'll do it. My excuse is that in the future I'll have my brand of make up, but we know how hard is to make it real. Anyway I don't know if I'm doing it for me or for the others don't see me as a stupid person who just do manual work.
Well, would be really nice to have my own brand =D I would call it "essence"! And Andrej Pejic would be my poster boy! I'm just obsessed for him!
These days I knew that one friend of mine was deeply depressed. She is now in the age of decide witch profession she's gonna take. And her parents wanted her to choose medicine... And everybody who knows her a little bit knows that it just don't fit/match her. And I know how frustrating is to not be able to make their dream true, even more to her, who was always the best in everything; in piano, in japanese class, in ballet, in tap dance, in english, at regular school, taiko... I really understand her. It's really sad.
I hope she can get better soon.
Backing to Andrej Pejic... My tumblr is just filled by him... ^^ He's just perfect, too bad that I'm almost sure he's gay... I, sometimes, get confused... Why the fuck I have this attraction for feminine men??? Am I a weird kind of lesbian? But I don't think women attractive. I really prefer men's body. But with a delicate face...
I love Adam's apple protruding, visible veins on wrists and arms, big hands and foots, well defined jaw... However I also like thin waist guys - the skinny ones, I like them to wear make up, long haired, smooth skin - hairless... I don't know...
I'm just glad that in Japan and Korea there is a lot of guys like this!