Kate !!!

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I have come to the conclusion that I am getting a lot better. Here is some proof. I haven't cried over anything dumb at all in a long long time, I mean like at least 2 months. I just don't anymore. There is no point. The only time I have cried in the last 2 months, was at the hospital and funeral for Jackie. Well that is a logical time to cry, so its not like I am going to stop myself from doing it. So that is good. Whenever something happens now, I just think about it, and tell myself that its not sad. I have no reason to be emotional about it. I am also not creating needless drama.(ie: keeping people from going, in person or on the phone.. Or just being emotional and selfish or anything). I am not being clingy. I am really self confident lately. And I trust myself. I am over all happier with myself.

I already took my placement tests for Math and English for the Winter semester for OCC. I have to talk to a counselor still, and register for classes, but I have the course book and stuff to look through. Church stuff is going well. I might take karate eventually. I am applying at places often. I am not becoming overly stressed or anything. I am proud of myself. I don't get angry or upset at things anymore. Even if its something I would have cried over before, or been really emotional about. I just shrug it off now, and deal with it. I am excited about starting school soon! I miss doing math! I am such a loser ;P I love it! Well I am going to go now!

Love for all who read this.