Nov 11, 2003 16:52
Hmmm. It has been exactly a month since one of my best friends ever, died. I was supposed to go with James (her fiance) to the cemetery to see her today, but I haven't been able to get a hold of him. :\ I don't know what to do about that. I really miss her. James came to bible study last night with me and ben and jim's house. We both cried, it was a really good subject, but very emotional. I think its safe to say that it hit some spots with both of us that were touchy. We watched another dvd during study too. Every time we do, its always a really good study. I love it.
If anyone has been talking to me, they probably heard me say that I was getting a package in the mail today, and I was so excited because that never happened before!!!!!! Well it came, and it was a dozen purple roses and a purple bear. I decided today, that I am starting a purple bear collection also, to go with my purple car collection. I have 4 purple bears so far! And bears in general, I have more than that. I think I love them! They are everything I want, (if they are purple, then Purple), soft, comforting, something I can confide in when the people I love aren't around to talk to. Hmmm food for thought!
Florida ahhhhhh, where my heart lies!! Well actually my heart lies in Ireland, but I really miss Florida! ;p thats okay though, since I am planning on going there soon hopefully! And then.... Atlanta ahhhhhh (incase you didn't get it last time, its that I'm in love kind of sound you make that is over exaggerated kind of like when you sigh only its a good sound!). I want to go there and hug Jay Bakker. Read the book, The Son of a Preacher Man by Jay Bakker. You will want to hug him too. I am starting to get a head ache from worrying so much about James and the cemetery. I give up :(.