Why do I always seem to attract the guys you aren't supposed to want? Anna told me to be careful. She always does and I never listen. I feed off of affection. I live for the next time a guy will make me feel like I am loved. I am pathetic.
What bothers me the most, is if no one had been in that room, something would have happened. Because I wanted it to. All the one-liners, and cocky remarks. And I still think he's cute...
Me: I know there's gotta be a reason I'm attracted to you, I just can't figure it out yet.
Him: Want me to help you figure it out?
Me: See?? That's the shit I'm talking about! Why are you such a cocky mother fucker? You can just stop trying cause it ain't happening, my parents are home.
Him: Is that the only reason?
Me: *Looks Away* Yes.
I make myself SICK.
More later..