If you saw things from my point of view, you'd think twice about what you THOUGHT you knew.
Jan 16, 2005 00:16
Last night was AWESOME. Got to hang out and stay the night with Kelsy and Cherish. It was great!!! I was finally out of the house. And it was great. Fell asleep on the silverware bucket at work tho...lol. But it happens to the best of us. I was going to update with those pictures, but I'm wayyyy to lazy to be putting them on Geocitites. I guess I will anyways.
Um, lets see, any new updates...I work at like 1 tomorrow. Prolly til around 8 or 9 ish. The cruise was postponed until Summer. No class on Monday because of the black guy's birthday. I cleaned my room and did all my laundry. Now it looks decent. Alisha went to bed so I have no one to smoke with. Jason left me a message and I've been trying to call him back but he's a t work. He gave me the work number but I'm afraid to call the Air Force and ask for Jason, lol. Um....I have a crush on a kid named Chris. But it won't go anywhere. I know that much. I...am...um....going to sleep now. Bye.
I don't miss him. I miss who I thought he was. I don't love him. I just loved the memories. I don't need him. I just need to let go