Stasis?

May 08, 2014 23:56

I don't know.

I feel like it's been more difficult to figure out what to write about.

Perhaps related it feels like a part of me is in stasis. The rest of me is still here, operating like normal, maybe on autopilot.

Looking for something different at work. There's something I checked out...maybe a couple months ago? That holds more and more appeal. So...yeah. It'd get me away from the phone and right now...that'd be nice.

I don't know what else to write right now?

I want to write a sci-fi story, preferably something that crosses the threshold from story into the land of the novel but at the same time I want to focus on becoming more active. I only have so much time, how do I fit it all in?

The other thing I'm considering at work might allow some time during the day I could apply toward writing if I bring in the laptop. I'd be concerned it might look bad spending a bunch of time on a personal machine instead of focusing on improvements or learning more to advance to the next role but that's a matter of balancing things.

The other day my neighbour commented about my calves and called them "biker's calves" and went on to, what felt like, blow them out of proportion when I never thought they were that unusual? Between being an active biker ever since I learned to ride all the way through the end of high school (maybe a little beyond that too?) plus doing track my last couple years in school.

It's taking me forever to put things in the mail.

I want to draw on the envelope. I want it to be beautiful but it may not turn on that way.

But pencil is out because it will likely smudge or fade as it is handled by the machines with the post office.

Which leaves...crayon or coloured pencil?

Which is better?

art, crayons, writing, coloured pencils, work

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