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It's a good thing I went to deliver some blood to Spike the other evening because I overheard that friend of Buffy's telling him that he'd do anything to end the pain if he were as guilty as Spike were. Well, I don't know how he judges people, but 120 years of mayhem and murder isn't very evil in my opinion. I'd hate to hear what he had to say about me if he knew I was an ex-vengeance demon.
I knew if Spike were seriously considering suicide that I wasn't strong enough to keep him from doing it, so I went to find Buffy. Luckily she keeps a fairly regular patrolling routine, I found her in the second cemetary I went to. That Robin was gone when we got back to Spike's crypt, but he was very distressed. He was talking all kinds of nonsense and trying to get Buffy and I to leave him, but we sat with him all night and tried to talk him out of it.
Just before the sun rose he started acting more like his old self. I thought perhaps it was a trick and that Buffy should chain him up but Spike started talking about how he'd been under the influence of something and he was pretty sure who was behind it. Well, that and any chaining up would have to wait until he got his coat back, whatever that means. I stayed with him all day just to be sure he was over wanting to kill himself, and when the sun set he told me to go home and he would explain things later. Which was fine with me, but he had better come over tonite and do that explaining.
I knew if Spike were seriously considering suicide that I wasn't strong enough to keep him from doing it, so I went to find Buffy. Luckily she keeps a fairly regular patrolling routine, I found her in the second cemetary I went to. That Robin was gone when we got back to Spike's crypt, but he was very distressed. He was talking all kinds of nonsense and trying to get Buffy and I to leave him, but we sat with him all night and tried to talk him out of it.
Just before the sun rose he started acting more like his old self. I thought perhaps it was a trick and that Buffy should chain him up but Spike started talking about how he'd been under the influence of something and he was pretty sure who was behind it. Well, that and any chaining up would have to wait until he got his coat back, whatever that means. I stayed with him all day just to be sure he was over wanting to kill himself, and when the sun set he told me to go home and he would explain things later. Which was fine with me, but he had better come over tonite and do that explaining.