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Something's wrong with Spike. He wouldn't let me in the other night when I went to talk to him. In fact he held the door closed when I tried to get in anyway. I could hear him in there telling me that it was all wrong and he was sorry and that he wanted it to just stop. I tried to ask him what he was sorry about and he just said everything over and over. Oh, and something about Dru and innocent people. I think he was actually crying, too.
Well, I wasn't going to just leave him like that. I tried to talk to him through the door but he kept telling me to leave him alone because he didn't deserve to be helped. I even tried to look through the small windows on the side of the crypt but I couln't see anything.
After sitting at his door for half of the night, I realized he wasn't going to let me in. He must've been sitting against it on the other side, because when he got quiet I couldn't push it open. Finally I just told him about Antonio through the door. I'm not sure if he heard me or not, because he didn't respond.
Tonite I'm going to take him some blood now that Mr Anderson has re-opened his butcher shop. Maybe he'll talk to me then.
Well, I wasn't going to just leave him like that. I tried to talk to him through the door but he kept telling me to leave him alone because he didn't deserve to be helped. I even tried to look through the small windows on the side of the crypt but I couln't see anything.
After sitting at his door for half of the night, I realized he wasn't going to let me in. He must've been sitting against it on the other side, because when he got quiet I couldn't push it open. Finally I just told him about Antonio through the door. I'm not sure if he heard me or not, because he didn't respond.
Tonite I'm going to take him some blood now that Mr Anderson has re-opened his butcher shop. Maybe he'll talk to me then.