Apr 26, 2005 18:46
I'm sure I have plenty. God knows some people like to point them out incessantly. I'm clingy. I'm needy. I'm greedy. I'm tactless. I say what I think and mean what I say. I don't care much for those I don't care about. I'm selfish. If I don't have a personal investment in saving myself or someone I love, then it can be hard to get me to do things like help save the world. Well, saving the world is usually on the list because I like the world and living in it.
I'm not sure which qualifies as my worst. The speaking my mind seems to get the most people upset at me. So maybe that's it. Or maybe just the fact that even after all these years, I don't know quite how to live in this world. Things still don't make sense, and I still find myself asking awkward questions. I don't get the little nuances of behavior you all take for granted. I just. Don't understand a lot of the time.
I try. I ask questions. People get annoyed. I say things. People get annoyed.
How am I supposed to learn when no one answers the questions? How do I know when to lie? People get angry when I tell the truth, but then they complain about people lying. I don't know when to do what.
That uncertainty just makes people angry, so I guess that's the worst flaw.