My heart it beats
hey.....so only a few more days till i start school....im really excited...i bought my books yesterday and they came to a butt load 500 bucks.....thats alot of money for books...o well what ya gonna do huh.
sam and i broke up....its been really hard i mean i totally understand y it happend and i totally respect her for it.....she is having a really good time and i miss her alot but im sure ill go visit her or at least see her when she gets a chance to come home.....we got into a fight today and i feel really bad about it because some of the things i said i didnt mean....and like it was one thing to lose her as my girlfriend....but to lose her as my best friend would be even worse....cuze then its like losing that person entirely.......and i never want to lose her entirely......i dont kno what i would do if i did....i guess thats y im mostly upset because i dont want to lose her as a friend cuze then im left with nothing and if you guys allready dont kno sam is an awsome friend and im really glad that at one point i got to expirence that.....i dont want to lose that and ill do anything to hold on to it..
so i guess im gonna go ...this is a real depressive entry....it seems most of them have been latley....o well maybe things will brighten up
sam and i broke up....its been really hard i mean i totally understand y it happend and i totally respect her for it.....she is having a really good time and i miss her alot but im sure ill go visit her or at least see her when she gets a chance to come home.....we got into a fight today and i feel really bad about it because some of the things i said i didnt mean....and like it was one thing to lose her as my girlfriend....but to lose her as my best friend would be even worse....cuze then its like losing that person entirely.......and i never want to lose her entirely......i dont kno what i would do if i did....i guess thats y im mostly upset because i dont want to lose her as a friend cuze then im left with nothing and if you guys allready dont kno sam is an awsome friend and im really glad that at one point i got to expirence that.....i dont want to lose that and ill do anything to hold on to it..
so i guess im gonna go ...this is a real depressive entry....it seems most of them have been latley....o well maybe things will brighten up