Im lost with no one to find me
hey,
so i dont kno what to write in here anymore......i mean college starts soon thats a big thing.......
i dont know how sam and i are gonna work out during college...i hope it does work but then again i dont want to be a hassle in her life. its her last week here and i feel like im saying goodbye forever but i kno im not.
ive been so depressed latley and i dont even kno y. im just like ....i dunno how to explain it....its like i want to cry but i cant.....maybe its cuze of college i dont kno but its starting to really suck and it drains the energy from me and makes me just want to do nothing....but when i do nothing i want to do something...but when i do something i just want to do nothing....it fuckin sucks and i feel like there is no one to talk to about it. im not trying to burden anyone i just want someone to talk to. i mean im not always like this....those who kno me really well kno im not like this and i dont kno what is wrong with me.
anyway im gonna go ...do nothing
so i dont kno what to write in here anymore......i mean college starts soon thats a big thing.......
i dont know how sam and i are gonna work out during college...i hope it does work but then again i dont want to be a hassle in her life. its her last week here and i feel like im saying goodbye forever but i kno im not.
ive been so depressed latley and i dont even kno y. im just like ....i dunno how to explain it....its like i want to cry but i cant.....maybe its cuze of college i dont kno but its starting to really suck and it drains the energy from me and makes me just want to do nothing....but when i do nothing i want to do something...but when i do something i just want to do nothing....it fuckin sucks and i feel like there is no one to talk to about it. im not trying to burden anyone i just want someone to talk to. i mean im not always like this....those who kno me really well kno im not like this and i dont kno what is wrong with me.
anyway im gonna go ...do nothing