You all know how it is to lose a friendship, right? The emptiness in your heart and the longing to have it back. I have experienced it on more than one occasion, but only recently have I come across this thought. If they are worthy of being my friend, then they would stay my friend. Obviously I would want to hang out with someone who wanted to ( Read more... )

School's coming back soon...It seems like only yesterday that summer break started. I have mixed feelings about school. I know I'll have a good time with my friends and probably have a good time in photography class. But what about the other people I find undesirable? Will I be forced into conflict with these immature rap loving assholes? Will ( Read more... )

Alright, look. All you wiggers and blacks out there who want to spread your love for rap are all going to fucking burn in whatever HELL you believe in! You do nothing but cause violence in America and probably other places as well (I wouldn't doubt it), all the damn rap "songs" and videos are the same (It's just the money, the cars, the women, ( Read more... )

Ok, rant time :D! You know that gay ass show called Spongebob? It SUCKS! It is the gayest show on tv since Queer Eye For The Straight Guy, and THAT show can actually be funny! Spongebob is NOT funny, it is NOT cool, and it certainly isn't for its age category! I've heard that they have him being naked, and doing gay things, and even cursing! ( Read more... )

I was just talking to my friend, who is a Christian, and we got onto a debate of the religion. She said that Christianity is the "only normal religion left in the world", and I told her that Wiccanism is still normal. I don't give a shit what you overly-Christian people say, Wiccanism is NOT a bad religion. You all can go FUCK yourselves if you ( Read more... )

Well, my girlfriend officially broke up with me today. I was unreasonable and angry before, and I even told her I hated her. I took it back, of course. Maybe it was for the better. Who knows. I wish it could have gone further, but hey, that's life, eh? She told me that she still isn't sure if all of her feelings for me are gone, and I'm ( Read more... )

Well, my girlfiend broke up with me last night. She said that the distance between us was too much for her to bear. I agree. It is hard. But does that really mean she had to take it this far? I was happy with her, and the good outweighed the bad. Apparently I wasn't good enough for her. She told me she still loves me. If she really does, ( Read more... )

Well, once again I'm feeling down. Probably from missing my girlfriend. I just talked to her now, and still I miss her. What the hell's wrong with me lately? Do I have some kinda separation complex, or am I just stressed from school? I hope it's just stress. Gods I need something alcoholic. I don't even drink and I'm saying that. Anything ( Read more... )

Yees...I'm actually happy today. Go me. Uhh...I still have my damned ten minute speech to work on. If all goes well, I MIGHT pass English class this marking period. School sucks and I hate it, but life goes the fuck on :D! Anyway, that's all. Man I need to talk to my girlfriend...

Riiiiight. This is my first entry. Woot. What to write about? Hmm, well in Eastern time it's 10:48 PM. I should be doing my homework right now, but I'm obviously not. I'd rather be talking to my girlfriend over MSN. It's one of my only luxuries in my life. Meh, I wish the World of Warcraft servers would come back up so I could duel and beat ( Read more... )