thinking....#2

Sep 22, 2005 23:35

For the past few months..... i have been really thinking..
What does it mean to have a really good, best friend?
I realized that you they are to come by...
Yes i have friends, but not that person whom i can
sit down and just talk and have a good time with...
It say to say say i lost my best friend a couple of years
ago... no this person is not dead.. but some how
our friendship ended.. dont ask me why or how...
i had to found out the hard way.. from my family and friends...
so its hard for me to see this person and say a word to him..
what can you say.. being friends for 16 years... no
explaination as to why we are nolonger friends... but i think
i know why..its cuz of a stupied person (CY)

yeah.. so for the last 2 years.. i learned to be on my
own... I dont really have to worry about anybody else
except for me... I have come acustom to do things on
my own terms... but i think the hardest thing i have to
live with is talking and sharing what is on my mind...

Its hard to get someone else opinion on a couple of
people that i like... (BM and LB)

I like going out and having fun.. but its hard when
you are alone.. you know that you want to do the buddy
system.. no matter what... its looks kinda of stupied...
when you going in alond and leave alone...

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