"bella was like a soap bubble - fragile & ephemeral - Temporary"
i wasn't really even in the mood to post.... and then i read that line (see subject) and i couldn't resist. last night, i was catching up with one of the twilight communities that lurk (hehe) and someone posted that chapters 1-12 of midnight sun (twilight from edward's pov) had been leaked. UM.... HOLY CRAP!! rpatz was right... this man is totally self-depricating. but dear lord. i was sitting in bed last night reading it. one minute it was a little after 1.... the next thing i know , it was 3am. as bella would say, "holly crow!!" hehehe....
*sigh* so besides that, it's been hard couple of weeks. things at work are still weird. i'll hopefully know within the next week about the job i applied for *crosses fingers*. within the last 5 days, i decided and then undecided to go to ithaca. by the end of my decision process, i wasn't even looking forward to it (and i think that's what really broke me). people were working or just not going to be around or have much free time and the concert i wanted to see was canceled. the more i started running through the plans i did kind of have, the more i saw myself bored or just not having fun like i thought i would. so i decided to save my money (more or less... i already spent half the money i was gonna spend getting up there at sephora *rolls eyes*) and just stay here. mom's gonna try to just do a half day at work so that we can go out. and the more i thought about it, it would have be really awful of me to just up and leave right before ross left for school.
honestly, i'm just waiting for this month to be over.... to be able to finally settle into a more permanent schedule, not one that i know is going to change day by day. me and mom will settle into routine... hopefully my job front will be a bit more secure. fall tv lineup:)
well i'm gonna go clean up my room before i head out to the mall with my cousin shelby (another thing i want to be doing while i still have time here, spending it with family...) i leave you with the immortal pearls before swine....
peace love and pearl jam...
*sigh* so besides that, it's been hard couple of weeks. things at work are still weird. i'll hopefully know within the next week about the job i applied for *crosses fingers*. within the last 5 days, i decided and then undecided to go to ithaca. by the end of my decision process, i wasn't even looking forward to it (and i think that's what really broke me). people were working or just not going to be around or have much free time and the concert i wanted to see was canceled. the more i started running through the plans i did kind of have, the more i saw myself bored or just not having fun like i thought i would. so i decided to save my money (more or less... i already spent half the money i was gonna spend getting up there at sephora *rolls eyes*) and just stay here. mom's gonna try to just do a half day at work so that we can go out. and the more i thought about it, it would have be really awful of me to just up and leave right before ross left for school.
honestly, i'm just waiting for this month to be over.... to be able to finally settle into a more permanent schedule, not one that i know is going to change day by day. me and mom will settle into routine... hopefully my job front will be a bit more secure. fall tv lineup:)
well i'm gonna go clean up my room before i head out to the mall with my cousin shelby (another thing i want to be doing while i still have time here, spending it with family...) i leave you with the immortal pearls before swine....
peace love and pearl jam...