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There are people in this world that I feel love me no matter what. Unconditional, no matter what I do they will always see the good in me and love me with all their hearts. Sadly, my parents are not on this list of people I believe love me unconditionally for who I am or will be. It was a disappointment to me when one of my best friends has doubts about who I am. I doubt all the time who I am. I don't need my support to doubt me, too. I am so happy right now. I have someone to love and someone who loves me. I'm starting to find out who I am and to come out and be more me than I have ever been in my whole life. I don't feel the need to hide things from people. They can either accept me or not. It doesn't really matter anymore. Nothing about me has changed with all the things that I have come out and said about my life. I am still me on every level I have just decided to be more honest with everyone. It's hard for me to be so open. Everyone thinks I am so open now but there are things in my life that very few people know about me. I have just in the last couple months come open about something that is driving my best friend crazy. It doesn't really effect her much at all. But it's bugging her all the same and I don't know how to deal with a friend doubting things. I wish she would just support me and tell me that she loves me all the same and that I can just be me and she'll accept that.