Aaron Won My Birthday; Aaron is the Love of My Life
Aaron is in first place, and I'm so in love with him. SO in love with him.
He picked me up, and we drove downtown, where he made reservations at Ventu, I think it is - a place where they specialize in dipping sauces. On the way, though, we passed by Alexandria Bath, evil Alex, and I started to have a panic attack. Aaron was super supportive and just held me for awhile in the restaurant, and then I was able to settle down and continue onto a wonderful dinner with him.
The two of us have been so stressed, but we were able to drop it last night. We went to Beta to see Bonobo afterward, and I wore a see-through leotard (can't believe I did that). We danced and took some molly, and then went outside to just tell each other how much we were in love and how we were going to get married and how lucky we felt. His friends kept telling him how gorgeous I am, which made me feel so good about myself, and he kept saying how he knew how amazing I am and how much he loves me. It was everything I've needed for so long, and I'm so in love with him. When it was over, we took a car back to the hotel, at about 2a, and explored all the floors. It was so much fun. When we got back to our room, we had unbelievable sex that we're pretty sure everyone on the floor heard...whoops! I hate this phrase, but I'm going to use it here: Sorry, not sorry. There, I did it. I was so happy he was able to cum on the bottom - it makes me feel like I know what I'm doing with sex, at least a little more than I thought. I just want him to be happy - I've never felt this way with anyone before.
I'm going to marry this guy. I don't know why, but it's this feeling that I'm so excited to spend the rest of our lives together. Why excited, though? I mean, why not just enjoy, so much, that we're currently spending our lives together? The mind is so silly.
Anyhow, all I want to do is be with him and be told how much he loves me hahaha. Every time I'm apart from him, I just want to see him again.
I still can't believe he exists and how lucky I am to have found him. I would die if anything were to happen to him, and so I just want to protect him and everything in his life. He is the most important thing in the world to me now, and nothing will ever top that.
If all the shit I've been through and am going through makes it possible to be with Aaron and deserving of a love like this, I'd go through it again and again. It's worth absolutely everything and anything. I love him indescribably.
He picked me up, and we drove downtown, where he made reservations at Ventu, I think it is - a place where they specialize in dipping sauces. On the way, though, we passed by Alexandria Bath, evil Alex, and I started to have a panic attack. Aaron was super supportive and just held me for awhile in the restaurant, and then I was able to settle down and continue onto a wonderful dinner with him.
The two of us have been so stressed, but we were able to drop it last night. We went to Beta to see Bonobo afterward, and I wore a see-through leotard (can't believe I did that). We danced and took some molly, and then went outside to just tell each other how much we were in love and how we were going to get married and how lucky we felt. His friends kept telling him how gorgeous I am, which made me feel so good about myself, and he kept saying how he knew how amazing I am and how much he loves me. It was everything I've needed for so long, and I'm so in love with him. When it was over, we took a car back to the hotel, at about 2a, and explored all the floors. It was so much fun. When we got back to our room, we had unbelievable sex that we're pretty sure everyone on the floor heard...whoops! I hate this phrase, but I'm going to use it here: Sorry, not sorry. There, I did it. I was so happy he was able to cum on the bottom - it makes me feel like I know what I'm doing with sex, at least a little more than I thought. I just want him to be happy - I've never felt this way with anyone before.
I'm going to marry this guy. I don't know why, but it's this feeling that I'm so excited to spend the rest of our lives together. Why excited, though? I mean, why not just enjoy, so much, that we're currently spending our lives together? The mind is so silly.
Anyhow, all I want to do is be with him and be told how much he loves me hahaha. Every time I'm apart from him, I just want to see him again.
I still can't believe he exists and how lucky I am to have found him. I would die if anything were to happen to him, and so I just want to protect him and everything in his life. He is the most important thing in the world to me now, and nothing will ever top that.
If all the shit I've been through and am going through makes it possible to be with Aaron and deserving of a love like this, I'd go through it again and again. It's worth absolutely everything and anything. I love him indescribably.