La Donna é mobile...Sono la donna.
One day, it makes so much sense why John and I are together. The next, I just want to be alone, exploring life by myself, finding uninterrupted meaning for myself. I want everything to be about the details and to choose when i want to see someone and when I don't and have my space be my space and my mess be my mess. Sometimes I him to make love to me and have him tell me I'm gorgeous and admire me and hold me gently around the waist. Other times, I just want to sleep in my own bed, alone, waking up to peace and quiet, wondering what the day will hold for me and me alone.
I wish I wasn't like this. It's frustrating.
I wish I wasn't like this. It's frustrating.