Screws Bouncing Around in the Crazy Man's Mind
I know this is a terrible thing to say, but I say it in all serious, without being upset at John at all, but I sometimes wonder if he has a screw loose. I love him, but I wonder. Even watching him be normal around his roommate. I wonder if it is, indeed, an ADHD issue, or something a little more extreme. There's something off about him that I've always felt. I wonder if it's the residual effects of so many drugs in his system for so long. There's a place within him that common sense doesn't resonate and where an inner calm is lacking. It concerns me.
As an aside, he looks amazing. I wish to God I didn't just get my period today. Even if a screw is loose in his head, I still love him, he's still my boyfriend, and I really am dying to have sex with him.
Happy 26th Birthday, Me! (in 2.5 hours)
As an aside, he looks amazing. I wish to God I didn't just get my period today. Even if a screw is loose in his head, I still love him, he's still my boyfriend, and I really am dying to have sex with him.
Happy 26th Birthday, Me! (in 2.5 hours)