take my empty body and discover me, infinity
awesome start to the day...first i am about to jump in the shower and my sister takes it, uses all the hot water, and steals my shit. then i had like 20 minutes to get ready..oh man it was freezing. i made it to school on time, only to realize that i was way early because of the monday schedule. damn it. not having a first period is so disorienting.
i guess it was pretty cool to have extra time, though. i once again didn't do my math homework. i can't keep doing this 'cause it's really gonna drag my grade down. i did do my chemistry homework and we got new seats...and of course he picked my number for the first question. luckily i had done my homework. then we worked on this lab that made me happy 'cause i actually really knew what i was doing.
just did a bunch of civics. i feel like i am learning way more than i would have in berry's class. really nothing against berry, because even though he is old and senile i still kind of miss him for how much i hated him. but with independent studies all you have to do is read and take notes pretty much, and i am really absorbing the material. the only thing that sucks about it is that it's from a textbook so i don't really know to what extent its impartiality goes. good enough for now, though.
julie called me today, which made me super happy. i miss her so much. she is coming home on friday for a week, and i can't wait. after i got off the phone with her i started talking to patrick and we were talking about college. they just make me feel so motivated to go to college...i love my cousins. can't wait to see them next weekend.
as far as day-by-day goes...i am feeling pretty good today. i still feel like i have a lot of work today, but talking to juls and pat lifted my spirits and i feel more focused now. being in a house full of people who are just hecka lazy or nag me all the time has taken its toll on me. not that they are solely to blame, it's mostly my fault..but an encouraging environment would be better.
so yeah..the future's looking brighter everyday.
we are all like astronauts discovering infinity
i guess it was pretty cool to have extra time, though. i once again didn't do my math homework. i can't keep doing this 'cause it's really gonna drag my grade down. i did do my chemistry homework and we got new seats...and of course he picked my number for the first question. luckily i had done my homework. then we worked on this lab that made me happy 'cause i actually really knew what i was doing.
just did a bunch of civics. i feel like i am learning way more than i would have in berry's class. really nothing against berry, because even though he is old and senile i still kind of miss him for how much i hated him. but with independent studies all you have to do is read and take notes pretty much, and i am really absorbing the material. the only thing that sucks about it is that it's from a textbook so i don't really know to what extent its impartiality goes. good enough for now, though.
julie called me today, which made me super happy. i miss her so much. she is coming home on friday for a week, and i can't wait. after i got off the phone with her i started talking to patrick and we were talking about college. they just make me feel so motivated to go to college...i love my cousins. can't wait to see them next weekend.
as far as day-by-day goes...i am feeling pretty good today. i still feel like i have a lot of work today, but talking to juls and pat lifted my spirits and i feel more focused now. being in a house full of people who are just hecka lazy or nag me all the time has taken its toll on me. not that they are solely to blame, it's mostly my fault..but an encouraging environment would be better.
so yeah..the future's looking brighter everyday.
we are all like astronauts discovering infinity