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hmmkay, so. i am already out of my mind in my house. it really can't be that bad, right? but this is the part where i need some space...17 years with my brother and sister should be just about right. now a little space. obviously not any time soon, though. it seems like if there aren't enough people to occupy all the space in my house, they just make up for it with noise...or weed or something.
i think after i get through this month, my mom will back off. she is just trying to get me to get all this stuff done, but it doesn't really help. it just makes me not want to do it more. she doesn't really understand that logic.
i can't quite say how things are at this moment. i still feel like there's a lot that needs to be done. but again, i think after this month the pressure will be off.
and oh, god...i don't want to be 18 yet! i have mixed feelings about it. mostly i love being 17. what's the difference though?
i guess what i'm really frustrated about is this whole struggling situation. i really thought we were done with this phase for now...but we're right back in it. i thought that we wouldn't have to deal with this situation again. i'd like to think it doesn't effect me because i've got my own job and i don't even really spend that much time at home anymore, but when i am home it does effect me. buuuuuut we'll give it a little time and it'll pass.
SOOOOOO...how about that rain..
i think after i get through this month, my mom will back off. she is just trying to get me to get all this stuff done, but it doesn't really help. it just makes me not want to do it more. she doesn't really understand that logic.
i can't quite say how things are at this moment. i still feel like there's a lot that needs to be done. but again, i think after this month the pressure will be off.
and oh, god...i don't want to be 18 yet! i have mixed feelings about it. mostly i love being 17. what's the difference though?
i guess what i'm really frustrated about is this whole struggling situation. i really thought we were done with this phase for now...but we're right back in it. i thought that we wouldn't have to deal with this situation again. i'd like to think it doesn't effect me because i've got my own job and i don't even really spend that much time at home anymore, but when i am home it does effect me. buuuuuut we'll give it a little time and it'll pass.
SOOOOOO...how about that rain..