weight loss
Ok, it's been three weeks and I lost around 7 kilos. At least 13 kilos more to go. I eat no dinner anymore, only something little for breakfast, and a moderate lunch. Almost no sweets anymore. I still drink a lot though. Mom says I already look a bit thinner, it seems so to me too. I know it's a bit vain, but I want to be more attractive again. Maybe I will find a girlfriend again eventually. Being somewhat attractive is like having a ticket. You can go to places and people look at you with some interest. If you're ugly many people don't take you serious, especially some girls. You just never get any look from them, you're filed away as ugly and that's it.
I'm doing this for getting attractive, and for becoming more like I think I really am. It even seems to help with my identity dissociations. When I was young I was always very lean, scrawny even. Maybe when I get thinner I will feel more like being myself again.
I'm doing this for getting attractive, and for becoming more like I think I really am. It even seems to help with my identity dissociations. When I was young I was always very lean, scrawny even. Maybe when I get thinner I will feel more like being myself again.