NEW YEAR NEW BLOG
SO I KNOW PEOPLE HAVE BEEN WRITING ME AND I HAVENT RESPONDED. I ALSO KNOW PEOPLE WHO HEAR FROM ME ALL THE TIME HAVENT HEARD FROM ME AS MUCH IF AT ALL. AND I KNOW SOME PEOPLE ARE PROBALLY MAD TO. I ALSO KNOW SOME PEOPLE ARE WORRIED.
IM OKAY DONT WORRY
ITS BEEN A LONG STRESSFUL YEAR. USUALLY THE LAST 3 MONTHS OF THE YEAR ARE MY TIME TO WIND DOWN WITH THE LAST COUPLE OF WEEKS BEING MY TIME TO REST RECOOPERATE AND REVITALIZE MYSELF.
THAT BEING SAID THINGS DIDNT GO AS PLANNED AND I WAS MORE HAGGARED THEN USUAL. SO WHERE I USUALLY DO GET A CHANCE TO SEE PEOPLE WHO I HAVENT SEEN IN A WHILE OR GO SOMEWHERE THIS YEAR THAT DIDNT HAPPEN.
WHILE THANKSGIVING WAS A GOOD TIME (I WAS AT A CON) IT WAS MARRED BY A RACIAL SLUR
ITS BEEN A YEAR OF DIVORCES, PREGNANCYS AND STRESS.
LOTS OF STUFF WITH THE FAMILY WHICH I WONT GO INTO HERE.
WEATHER DIDNT PERMIT ME TAKE THE TRIP I WANTED TO TAKE.
THE END OF THE YEAR WASNT MUCH BETTER.
I SPOKE TO A FRIEND OF MINE I HAVENT SPOKEN TO IN A MONTH OR 2. I JUST KNEW I NEEDED TO CALL HER.
CONVERSATION WENT LIKE TIHS
"HEY I WAS JUST GOING TO CALL YOU" OUR SONG CAME ON AND I SAID I GOT TO CALL ANTHONY AND THERE YOU ARE CALLING ME"
SHE THEN PROCEEDED TO TELL ME HER DAUGHTER WHO HAS HAD A HEART CONDITION SINCE BIRTH WAS GETTING WORSE AND BASICALLY WAS TOLD HER DAUGHTER WAS DYING.
SO SHES NOW IN ANOTHER STATE WAITING FOR A HEART FOR HER DAUGHTER.
THE ICING ON THE CAKE? HER HUSBAND GOT HIS NOTICE TO SHIP TO IRAQ AND EVEN THOUGH HE TOLD THEM WHATS GOING ON AS I SUGGESTED THEY WONT LET HIM STAY.
GREAT WAY TO SPEND THE NEW YEAR HUH
HEARING ALL THAT MADE ME THINK MORE TIHS YEAR ON WHY I NORMALLY TAKE THIS TIME OFF.
FOR THOSE THAT DONT KNOW MY SISTER AND NEWPHEW WERE MURDERED AT XMAS TIME BY HER ABUSIVE HUSBAND
FOR YEARS AFTER THAT WE DIDNT CELEBRATE XMAS NO ONE WANTED TO. ID TAKE A TRIP EVERY YEAR
MY SISTER WAS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. THATS NOT TO SAY WE GOT ALONG PERFECTLY OR WERE ALWAYS LOVING TO EACH OTHER. HELL IM SURE THERE WAS TIMES WE HATED EACH OTHER.
BUT THAT DIDNT MATTER EVEN DURING THOSE TIMES REGARDLESS OF HOW ANGRY WE WERE AT EACH OTHER SHE HAD MY BACK. AND SHE ALWAYS WANTED WHAT WAS BEST FOR ME AND ALWAYS TOLD ME TO NEVER GIVE UP HOPE.
THE BOY WAS A RAY OF SUNSHINE. DEVILISH IMPISH CHARM.
THAT DESCRIBES HIM TO A TEE.
I CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE CAN MURDER A CHILD LET ALONE THEIR OWN CHILD
ITS ALSO ONLY BEEN 3 YEARS SINCE MY MOM PASSED ON ANDI KNOW THIS TIME OF YEAR IS HARD ON MY DAD. ALREADY WITH MY SISTER AND NEWPHEWS DEATH.
I STILL REMEMBER GOING TO MY SISTERS PLACE TO CLEAN UP AND SEEING THE POOLED UP BLOOD STAIN ON THE CARPET FROM WHERE IT HAPPENED.
ITS A NEW YEAR DONT WORRY THE HERMIT WILL COME OUT OF HIS CAVE.
ILL BE AT MORE BC SHOWS. ILL BE VISTING PEOPLE AGAIN. JUST GIVE ME TIME. BESIDES I GOTTA WORK ON MY MOVIE :)
IM OKAY DONT WORRY
ITS BEEN A LONG STRESSFUL YEAR. USUALLY THE LAST 3 MONTHS OF THE YEAR ARE MY TIME TO WIND DOWN WITH THE LAST COUPLE OF WEEKS BEING MY TIME TO REST RECOOPERATE AND REVITALIZE MYSELF.
THAT BEING SAID THINGS DIDNT GO AS PLANNED AND I WAS MORE HAGGARED THEN USUAL. SO WHERE I USUALLY DO GET A CHANCE TO SEE PEOPLE WHO I HAVENT SEEN IN A WHILE OR GO SOMEWHERE THIS YEAR THAT DIDNT HAPPEN.
WHILE THANKSGIVING WAS A GOOD TIME (I WAS AT A CON) IT WAS MARRED BY A RACIAL SLUR
ITS BEEN A YEAR OF DIVORCES, PREGNANCYS AND STRESS.
LOTS OF STUFF WITH THE FAMILY WHICH I WONT GO INTO HERE.
WEATHER DIDNT PERMIT ME TAKE THE TRIP I WANTED TO TAKE.
THE END OF THE YEAR WASNT MUCH BETTER.
I SPOKE TO A FRIEND OF MINE I HAVENT SPOKEN TO IN A MONTH OR 2. I JUST KNEW I NEEDED TO CALL HER.
CONVERSATION WENT LIKE TIHS
"HEY I WAS JUST GOING TO CALL YOU" OUR SONG CAME ON AND I SAID I GOT TO CALL ANTHONY AND THERE YOU ARE CALLING ME"
SHE THEN PROCEEDED TO TELL ME HER DAUGHTER WHO HAS HAD A HEART CONDITION SINCE BIRTH WAS GETTING WORSE AND BASICALLY WAS TOLD HER DAUGHTER WAS DYING.
SO SHES NOW IN ANOTHER STATE WAITING FOR A HEART FOR HER DAUGHTER.
THE ICING ON THE CAKE? HER HUSBAND GOT HIS NOTICE TO SHIP TO IRAQ AND EVEN THOUGH HE TOLD THEM WHATS GOING ON AS I SUGGESTED THEY WONT LET HIM STAY.
GREAT WAY TO SPEND THE NEW YEAR HUH
HEARING ALL THAT MADE ME THINK MORE TIHS YEAR ON WHY I NORMALLY TAKE THIS TIME OFF.
FOR THOSE THAT DONT KNOW MY SISTER AND NEWPHEW WERE MURDERED AT XMAS TIME BY HER ABUSIVE HUSBAND
FOR YEARS AFTER THAT WE DIDNT CELEBRATE XMAS NO ONE WANTED TO. ID TAKE A TRIP EVERY YEAR
MY SISTER WAS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. THATS NOT TO SAY WE GOT ALONG PERFECTLY OR WERE ALWAYS LOVING TO EACH OTHER. HELL IM SURE THERE WAS TIMES WE HATED EACH OTHER.
BUT THAT DIDNT MATTER EVEN DURING THOSE TIMES REGARDLESS OF HOW ANGRY WE WERE AT EACH OTHER SHE HAD MY BACK. AND SHE ALWAYS WANTED WHAT WAS BEST FOR ME AND ALWAYS TOLD ME TO NEVER GIVE UP HOPE.
THE BOY WAS A RAY OF SUNSHINE. DEVILISH IMPISH CHARM.
THAT DESCRIBES HIM TO A TEE.
I CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE CAN MURDER A CHILD LET ALONE THEIR OWN CHILD
ITS ALSO ONLY BEEN 3 YEARS SINCE MY MOM PASSED ON ANDI KNOW THIS TIME OF YEAR IS HARD ON MY DAD. ALREADY WITH MY SISTER AND NEWPHEWS DEATH.
I STILL REMEMBER GOING TO MY SISTERS PLACE TO CLEAN UP AND SEEING THE POOLED UP BLOOD STAIN ON THE CARPET FROM WHERE IT HAPPENED.
ITS A NEW YEAR DONT WORRY THE HERMIT WILL COME OUT OF HIS CAVE.
ILL BE AT MORE BC SHOWS. ILL BE VISTING PEOPLE AGAIN. JUST GIVE ME TIME. BESIDES I GOTTA WORK ON MY MOVIE :)