Today has been either up or down. My morning was down; the newspaper was up, because you really can't invent those things, and down because some of it scared me, and I bought a copy to keep; lunch was odd because I spoke to no one until the end and just went places and bought things, and redeemed by the large sheet of bubblewrap that somebody left on the pavement and I jumped on several times; school was strange because I had one lesson and the others were all empty; and then I saw Caroline and Emily after school which was awesome for the lecture which was cancelled and hung around for hours waiting for
pleezpleezme's play and missed it because I am stupid and somehow manage to let people down whenever I am able; and I'm home and hungry and have lots of work to do for tomorrow morning, and all I really want to do is read, or maybe go to bed, and sometimes I wonder if it's really worth it all at all.