Strange emotions
Well I've been in a very odd mood lately and I don't know why. I should be extremely happy and excited, but I don't seem to be that way. I may be finally getting my way out of Starbucks, the radio station has gotten approval for me to work 30 hours a week monday through friday, which is awesome. I'm essentially going to get my real start in radio as the man in charge of running WNDZ 750 am from 6 am to noon. They can't take the part time tag off of my title yet but still its progress. So now I'll be making a lot more money, but I will still have to work 20 hours a week at Starbucks to maintain my insurance. All I can think about is that they keep telling me that full time is coming and that I just need to tough it out right now cause they are pushing for it, yet the big boss Harvey won't approve it. And yet while I should feel extremely happy, I feel a little hollow. I feel like there is something missing. Something that I think I know what it is, but I can't be certain. I wish that this feeling would go away but I don't know how to get rid of it.